Monday, June 14, 2010

is it destruction that you require to feel?



I make a lot of art that doesn't last. People ask me why, and I am not always sure how to answer that question. I don't get paid to make art very often, and that is ok with me; I have a job that keeps me happy and pays the bills. I think this gives me a bit of freedom to explore, to make art with a different set of goals in mind. I suppose some might call it "academic", which is either good or bad depending on which side of the fence you are on. It might also be frivolous and wasteful. I really don't know. Sometimes this question keeps me awake at night, and sometimes it drives me on and on in the studio. How can something have value if it isn't worth anything?

I used the time in the museum to experiment, to try some new things and see where they took me. The project got big fast, and I took a lot away from the experience. The best part about making art that doesn't last is the catharsis that comes with destroying it, and in fact this process can be as revealing as the making itself. I achieved some semblance of beauty in the forced and static structure I created, but an undeniable and powerful beauty revealed itself in the chaos of that structure as it unraveled.

I enjoy learning new things.











Saturday, June 5, 2010

on to the next thing.



Kultur Nat (culture night) in Hjorring was a much bigger deal than I imagined it would be. I understood it to be similar to our "first friday" events in the US, but really the entire central district of town stays open until after ten at night. Food vendors come out in droves, and there are music stages at the end of every little alley. They had a big stage in the middle of the main square with a really terrible adult contemporary rock band playing. It turns out Danes really love hot dogs; the street vendors sell 8 or 10 different varieties, with or without buns, etc. I didn't eat one, in case you were wondering. I spent my evening walking around with some headphones on, people watching.

I haven't mentioned this before, but the people here are beautiful. I have tried to talk to some of them about this, but they don't seem to understand it. I suppose it is all contextual. For instance, the technician at the museum, Hans, is about to retire at the ripe old age of 62, but I never would have guessed he was over 40 or 45 at the very oldest, and this is indicative of my nearly universal surprise at the discrepancy between actual and perceived age of the people I meet here. I will delve into the suspected reasons for this in future posts.

My last post outlined the sort of temporary gallery room I had set up with the help of Hans here at the museum, and I threw myself at that project for the last several days. I came here with the intention of working more on the unfired clay and wire installations I have been showing for the last few years, but about 2 weeks ago I decided that some time to experiment with something entirely new was too valuable to pass up. I brought along a good bit of this colored, adhesive-backed vinyl as a sort of palette, and I am confident enough with it now to use it as a drawing tool, so I spent some time cutting it into shapes and parts. I also spent some time considering how to expand the thread/pin drawings I posted a few weeks ago, and it occurred to me that my interest in an expansive work that filled a volume of space could become part of this project. The thread is so fine and fragile, and with enough patience and practice I could essentially translate this fragility into a large web or skein structure that would be barely visible from afar but overwhelming from close up. I spent one day applying the vinyl, and the next day completing the small "drawings" in the open clouds. I spent the rest of the time working the thread from node to node, completing as many connections as I could without compromising the structural soundness of the project. In the end I just couldn't squeeze in there and reach anything any more, and I suppose that is when I knew I was done.

The museum was free to the public all day yesterday, and because I had finished my big project on Thursday night and prepared for visitors I decided to spend the day working on an installation in this little nook under the stairs on the way to the bathroom. I have finished a number of works using this process, but never in such a tight space. I ended up laying down with my head crammed in there for 4 or 5 hours, but it really turned out strong. I am a bit sore today.

The museum director asked me to prepare a written statement for people to take away. I have copied it below:


"My installations, sculptures and drawings are an investigation of interconnectivity and the building of complex systems of information out of simple, autonomous elements. Without directly referencing one type of system, I allow viewers to make those connections for themselves. I have come to recognize several key conceptual references within my work:


1. Social networking maps, such as those one might find outlining an individual's Facebook network, where peer relationships are described and one can make personal connections through degrees of separation.

2. Food webs describing the flow of energy in an environment, and also predator-prey relationships and an inherent hierarchy.

3. Flow charts where process and direction are outlined and there are choices to be made, each with its own series of consequences.

4. Molecular structures that indicate strength and weakness in material structure at the most basic level, and also begin to reference contemporary advances in technology as we design new materials.


These works are by nature temporal; they have a finite lifetime because of the materials used, leading back to the concept of complex systems, which themselves have a tendency to break down when only one element is out of place."

The small space is about ten feet cubed, though the right-hand wall is a bit longer. The lighting is imperfect but serviceable. From this distance you can just make out the thread (you can click on the picture and it will open larger).



The thread, which was mostly gray, black, and dark blue, connected the open cloud shapes on the wall, pushing the solid cloud shapes into the background. This entire process was new to me, and I found it fairly challenging. The thread is pretty unforgiving; if you miss one loop you might have ten lengths come down. Once or twice a pin came out of the wall, which made for a real mess.


I am especially interested in the way the thread fills up the space. The vinyl graphics are loud and abrasive, but somehow the thin skein of thread maintains a strong presence in filling this volume. I had a few people mention that they nearly walked into the thread before they saw it. I always found that surprise element to be exciting. I remember as a kid growing up in Florida, I would spend all summer in the woods looking for good things to investigate and/or stuff in my overall pockets. We had banana spiders, which are enormous and make webs that span great distances; generally you either walked into them or noticed them at the very last second and stopped short. I am with the idea of coupling art with anxiety...



I estimate that I used over 2000 meters of thread on this project.




I would do this again. I would do it differently, but I am happy I did it. A major learning experience that could not have happened at home.



Here is the smaller installation I completed on Friday. This is a little nook under the stairs to the second floor, and you pass right by it on the way to the basement bathrooms. People really responded to this work, especially as it sort of sneaks up on you. It is hidden when you go down the stairs, but very bright and obvious when you come up.



Wednesday, June 2, 2010

afternoon break

I am working through some things. I don't have ownership or authorship over this idea yet, but that comfort and confidence will come later.










Tuesday, June 1, 2010

in america we say "its on"...



I have the next few days to work in this nice white cube. On Friday night there will be an open house at the museum, and I will put on a small exhibition. Updates to come.

Monday, May 31, 2010

work, and the place where it happens.

This week is my last in the museum studio, so I am focusing on bringing a number of these smaller projects together. Someone asked me the other day if this was something I had done before, and the answer is definitely no. I am rarely offered the opportunity to do whatever I want, so I decided to try out some experiments during my time here.



Here is the space itself. I have spent the last two days cutting shapes out of the colored vinyl I brought along. On the floor you can see a bunch of clouds, both digital and analog, plus some cloud outlines. The bundles are simply strips of color, and the little trays are full of different sized dots.



















I spent the majority of three days working on one panel. The progress is below, in this order. I don't have images from the start, but at some point I became pretty discouraged with it and started to destroy it. This turned into an interesting exercise by itself. Later I went back and started over with the thread, using what I learned the first time through as a guide. The last shot is as it currently exists. This process of deconstruction and reconstruction is a classic studio problem. It is a good way to reevaluate what I have been doing, especially when I have no one else to sound ideas off of .























I have shots of some recent trips, including a great day on the island of Mors fossil hunting. I will update with that soon.
-me

Friday, May 28, 2010

1 word = 1/1000th of 1 picture.

I am kicking myself for not bringing my camera along for today's adventure. Plans changed in a hot minute this morning, so I actually forgot several things. Perhaps some words will do. Gregory convinced me to rent a car and come pick him and janne up in Billund tonight, which is about three hours away by car. They are returning from a short holiday in Rome. Driving in Denmark is like driving in the US, only when you request a subcompact from the rental agency they give you a brand new VW Golf TDI with manual transmission, by default. In the states I might have gotten a Daewoo, or a Hyundai if I was particularly lucky.

I had planned on spending the day in the studio, but I decided to hit the road instead. First stop was Lindholm Hoje, an Iron Age/Viking settlement outside of Aalborg. This place is really incredible. The focal point is an enormous burial ground with each grave marked with a ring/triangle/oval/boat of enormous stones. The entire thing was covered with a sand dune for almost a thousand years, so the stones were never used for modern architecture and the graves were never opened. I have become a sort of archeology nut in the last few years, and in the back of my mind I sometimes think about going back to school for it, so this was a treat. Check out the website here (which is unfortunately only available in Danish, as far as I can tell): http://www.nordjyllandshistoriskemuseum.dk/index.php?id=4
there is a great wikipedia entry on Lindholm Hoje as well:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lindholm_H%C3%B8je

Right now I am sitting on a bench in the central district of Aalborg itself, which is a cosmopolitan city that ranks as the fourth largest in the country. It is beautiful and I am enjoying people-watching, which is one of my favorite things to do. More on Aalborg later.

As an aside, a popular activity on the coast of Denmark is to collect amber that the sea washes onto the shore in stormy weather. Apparently I have the eye. I won't be returning to the US as an amber mogul, but I have a tidy little collection that grows every time I go to the beach.

I have been in the studio a lot this week, and I have several good pictures that I have yet to edit for the blog. I don't often have several weeks of studio time to do whatever I want, so the reality is that I have been experimenting with some ideas that have sat in my notebooks for years. The focus has been these drawings using thread and pins stuck straight into the wall. They aren't made to last, because of course the only way to make more wall space is to destroy them. This, however, has become an integral part of my experience here; the destruction of these things has opened up a great number of new options I think. I still haven't finalized any plans for the next week, which will be my last at the museum. I will try to post about that more often.

So I have been alone a lot. For those of you that travel internationally by yourselves, you know what I mean. This is a real, true loneliness; I can't walk out the door and simply talk to anyone I want. I can't come home and be with my wife at the end of the day. When I have a bad time the only person who listens is myself. All of this leads to great introspection, and an emotional rollercoaster oscillating between absolute confidence and utter self-doubt. These are feelings I have at home as well, but they seem compressed into such a short period of time here. I will say that I have a sense of clarity I haven't felt in years. That is mostly a good thing.

There was a feature years ago on Myspace and also on early blogging sites that I really liked. You could set your status, such as "what I a listening to", "how I feel today", etc. Does anyone remember this? It seems so useful in hindsight. With Facebook the only way to figure out what someone is listening to or how they are feeling is to pick apart the cryptic lyric snippet they post as their status (I know, I am complicit). So...
What I have been listening to:
Bright Eyes, Cassadaga (this album takes some getting used to. it isn't what you would expect from this artist, but clearly he has grown up a bit)
Also, streaming NPR. I love the internet.
What I have been watching:
Live football (soccer...), Denmark vs. Senegal pre-World Cup friendly
How I feel today:
introspective. up and down. slightly anxious.

OK, to my valued reader(s?), I promise to do a bit better with regular posts.
Love, me.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

what i've been thinking about


It's simple, but then it isn't.

Molecular structures:








Food webs (thanks Kristin):





the concept of Sacred Geometry:



International relations and economy (in this case, oil...):



Bubbles and foam:





Social networking:



Tessellations:

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